Friday, September 11, 2009

"born" to create

You must build on what you already possess and turn it into more than you recognize. Through your unique mind, instincts and reality as you know it, form a new channel.
No one is waiting for you.
You are progressing to greater notions and it evolves with your motions. As the body withers with the earth, your bodily senses become alert to higher awareness. There is a universe within you. And you belong to the universe. You are essentially "born" to create; with an awakening from your insight, you will be able to. The universe will help you receive your answers, you just have to ask for them. Most importantly, you must ask the RIGHT questions.

Sunday, August 23, 2009


You try your absolute hardest to please others, not for them to please you in return but because essentially, you feel good after your dedication. You may have or may not have realized yet that we are born into this small world, into these "individual" bodies and minds, to help others. No one is independent, only interdependent. We were given these bodies and minds because we were meant to be here to support all entities, not only "ourselves".

The things given to us for free, we tend to take for granted, easily; when something is not in our hands in the present time, we crave and anticipate instantly. As much as I don't like to say "you should do this or that", I encourage you from the bottom of my heart to appreciate every passing moment - good and bad - and everything surrounding you at all times because when it's "gone", that's when you'll miss it the most and when you already have it, it's often ignored...

I don't feel sympathy for myself as much as I have ever felt for others - I only hurt me when I felt pity for myself. I was recently reassured that the most effective way to live is with compassion - desiring nothing less than happiness and liberation from suffering. Ponder this notion: when you're struggling, feeling hopeless, anxious for a miracle, depressed or stressed, it's simply because you're not entirely aware of your natural mind - you may be aware of the exterior of things surrounding you but you don't bother to look inside nor have you ever paid full attention to your insight. The tiniest glimpses we see, feel and that pass through our minds, that make us smile and feel at ease, are what we have ignored the most due to our corrupted society and negative energy around us. It takes that translucent insight from every sentient being to fully realize this...

We suffer and hurt because we let all the negative emotions and negative energy control us rather than us striving to control it. We then become slaves to our misery in the end.

We feed off of each other because of the strong energy that pulls us in. Humans and all entities created have this energy within. You are much more than a simple "human being". Our minds and bodies were given to us for every reason and they are the greatest gift you'll ever have in the present.

We are always conscious; we are always connected; we have always, fundamentally, been compassionate.

You are only taught, at a young age, to do harm, rebel, discriminate and seek revenge.
But this is when you have neglected your true nature...

What we do to others directly does onto you. There is nothing more powerful than that intrinsic law in this bardo (-intermediate state) of life. The way you live your "life" is the way you [will] live your "death". There should never be anything to FEAR nor ever be ASHAMED of!!! ...only if you can learn right now to dissolve your ego and the idea that YOU, as an "individual", ever needs to be above others. Who the hell do you think you are to believe that? Sorry, but the world never has and never will revolve around you.

The moment of truth is right before you reach the bardo of death, and "your life flashes before you"... every little thing you've done, every word you've spoke, every person you ever encountered, every emotion you've ever felt, it all counts. There will then be a realization of how precious that life was... and it only continues but this realm, the awakened state of BEING, is entirely dependent on how you chose to live your life.

Continue to broaden your mind; proceed to help others.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

What's controlling all aspects of every existing thing...

'tis pure Energy that controls all...
Physically. Mentally. Emotionally. & Spiritually.

Seems as if each passing day, becomes more of an illusion.

Each time I cry for help, I hardly let it out through my voice... because in the end I can only help myself. And I am aware of this ALL THE TIME now. It seems as if no one wants to help.

Each time someone tries to irritate me, anger me, make me jealous ("subconsciously"), I can't help but to laugh within. I see their flaws and ill will far past their words and actions.
And I understand.

We've created things that are seemingly flawless.
When we want those things [material possessions] right this instant, we become greedy creatures. We greed off each other, we envy off each other, we hurt one another to gain more.
Like a walking disease. of some sort?

P L A Y W O R L D. what we live in. what we have created...

NO-THING is permanent.
Nothing more than your mind and spirit.
Your body will vaporizzZzzZe one day. Into the COSMOS!!!! & BEYOOOOND!!
So, just take care of it to the best of your ability, for however long you shall live.

We'd be much more appreciative of our true surroundings, if only more people could see past human beings merely as other human beings - physical appearances. We have energy/power that is so strong, (that we are ALL capable of being aware of and utilizing) we can control each other through our spirits. It's almost creepy and gives me goosebumps... but there's no escaping the fundamental truth. The vast majority of human beings choose to use their feeble/ordinary minds, especially in Western civilization where what we know best is to consume. It's unfortunate knowing this... and it's even more unfortunate "living" among the ignorant masses.
WAKE UP. I can only introduce you to this i n f o r m a t i o n, that's all I'm doing, is giving information; it's left to you to make something of this. I encourage you to.

Use more than your five ordinary senses, discover yourself through your purest essence - energy.
I guarantee your life this very moment, will be the best one yet.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Shifting Cycle

focused in...
distractions rapidly fade out
focused on what I've created,
what I've shattered.
forever shifting...
focused in on what we're creating
and what we're shattering...
emerging, becoming, proceeding
I am temporarily bleeding...
ongoing cycles.
once begun, it'll somehow be redone -
forever shifting, circle to circle
another life, another moment
stay focused in
distractions fade.


Tuesday, July 21, 2009

learn how to live...

"To learn how to die is to learn how to live; to learn how to live is to learn how to act not only in this life, but in the lives to come. To transform yourself truly and learn how to be reborn as a transformed being to help others is really to help the world in the most powerful way of all."

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Introduction to my tipping point

"When I came out of the coma in the hospital, I opened my eyes and saw pieces of the Light everywhere.
I could see how everything in the world fits together."

It took a child who had died and came back to life, to realize how beautiful life is. ^

"I remember coming round from the anesthetic and then drifting off and finding myself out of my body, over the bed looking down at my carcass. I was aware only of being a brain and eyes, I do not remember having a body."

This man explained his "out-of-body" experience before realizing he had died and was brought back to life. ^

These inspirational quotes show us a glimpse that "death" will not only be the most beautiful realm we'll ever encounter (depending on how you lived your "life" as a human being) but these quotes should help you (I hope) reflect on what good you've done in your past. Become enlightened with self-realization by the nature of your mind, not your ordinary, selfish, materialistic mind. Only you can fully perceive this, if you can first, let go of your self-centered mind and belief that "seeing is believing". That is foolish thinking.

A woman named, Margot Grey, studied these near-death experiences, explained, "We do not need nearly to die in order to experience a higher spiritual reality." That higher spiritual reality is here and now, in life, if only we can discover and enter it.

I suppose you could call me a hypocrite from what I've said in my past about how fucking retarded "being spiritual" sounded. I sincerely apologize to myself more than anyone that I have passed in my path(s) because I had been prejudging from an ignorant point of view - naive, narrow-minded, impressionable youngster - and almost everything I didn't want to be, I was, because of the way I allowed society to mold me. My physical body is all of seventeen years young, but my mind is constantly acquiring more and more wisdom nearly every passing moment.
There was a tipping point in my past (this past May) that expanded my mind far more than I'd ever anticipate.
I won't go into further detail about this "tipping point" - publicly, but I will proceed to say that the vast majority of human beings, especially Americans, are ignorant. Now, if I was reading this, from the perspective of my naive, narrow-minded, impressionable youngster-self, I would laugh at myself today (or most likely not have read any of this). Good thing there's such thing as the past, present and future, so that they don't all occur simultaneously.

The first moment that I stumbled upon the answer to the question, "WHO AM I?", I have only felt the emotion: fulfillment. I find it extremely difficult to be stressed and angry in this planet at all anymore. I've done my fair share of being a bitch, trying to be like someone else, and going through all the negative emotions. I finally understand where all the stress and anger, shame and sorrow, envy and hatred, evolves from - it's all in your mind.

I'm merely a spiritual being, in a human body, with pondering mind and wondering soul.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

You and I

Although I may be a petite young lady mind is as boundless as the sky.

This life, your life, my life, is all quite similar because you see, I am a sentient being, a human being, an evolved animal, just like you. Someone else recognized that with me. This other person said to me a week or so ago, "You are a beautiful person." My mind was already in a vulnerable state at that time, so then hearing those exact words moved me even more. I didn't feel obligated to be flattered nor did I view the word "beautiful" as how I appeared on the outside.

I will never say "don't judge me" (and be serious about it), because I can't control the words you say nor the thoughts you think from my outer image, the words I say, words you choose to hear, my actions, gestures, etc. Think what you want, speak all you want, detect my flaws - nothing you say will phase me in a negative approach. I will laugh while you laugh.

I am just like you...